the first time you kissed me: you unpeeled my skin like a blood orange in the slide of a sticky sun, dug your fingertips into the grip of my waist where my body stretched upwards towards you like a sunflower, like you’d called me. you cupped the shivering bones of my ribcage beneath your palms and you held me still when i might have trembled away. curved my cheekbones like a prayer between your hands, on my face, fragile to you like the wings of a hummingbird and the shaking branches of trees in electric storms. you had me, the back of your thumb pressed to the contours of my neck, my chin, left marks on my back like the claws of the wolf, hungry and determined and desperate. peeled the stars from my eyes and rattled them into jars. your arms became anchors, where i held on digging my nails into the warm cotton of you and pressing myself closer, closer, closer, as though you might be redemption and i hadn’t realised until you that i might have been looking for it. they taught us about chemistry, but not how it goes hand in hand with hunger. i’m caught in a perpetual high. i still want you just as bad. i’m still pulling myself closer.
Anonymous asked: Is there a reason why you're so uptight/abrupt?
have you ever even met me hahahaha
i want to hold your hand and i want to hold your hips down while you’re writhing.
i want to make your eyes light up and i want to make them roll in the back of your head.
i want to be your reason to wake up and your reason to stay in bed.
i want to kiss your wounds and i want you to leave them on my back.
i want to play with your hair while you sleep and i want to feel it between my fingers while you are on top of me.
i want to memorize the repetition of your breathing and i want to memorize the sporadics of your moaning.
i want to see the arch in your grin and i want to feel the arch in your back before you collapse.
i want to go out to dinner with you and i want to go down on you.
i want to to feel you in my heart and i want to feel you inside me.
i want to make you laugh and i want to make you scream.
i want to still be able to taste you in the morning.
i want you in every form.